My body and soul. They are changing in ways that could only be positive. The demon has fallen back into a dark alley, no longer can I see her. She still lingers when I eat food or even have an uneasy feeling but it passes quickly when I am near a friend. I no longer do things for others no matter how I much I want to be included in their lives. I am focusing on me. The people that want me, know me better and has allowed me to design a mapped out life for myself. Some choices may change through out, but my journey only has one destination. West. I am not going to lie, I deep down hope someone will follow me, but understand that I am doing this for myself now and not holding back. For someone to follow, I hope they keep in mind that this is a mutual thing. They must be willing to try new experiences with me and though my life is work orientated they are by no mean leashed to me because I want to leave. This journey will most likely be done alone and when the time comes I will have to accept it as I am only getting closer to my closure of this transition. I want to be loved like any other person and I want to love someone enough to understand that there is no turning back. I know myself, I know my goals, I know my desires.