Discovering and uncovering and exploring the inner deepest desires.
I want the marriage. I want the babies to grow up to be children and then adults. I want the romance. I want the raw rough and sometimes gentle sex. I want the morning coffee and the occasional drunk cigarette. I want my hair to be stroked and moved out of my face after I have tried millions of times to do it myself. I want long kisses as well as the short simple hello kisses. I want the hand holding and sometimes a discreetly butt grab to keep me on my toes. I want the kneeling down to put a band aid on my newly blister heal from walking all day. I want movie night where there are discussions about it and understand if there is Chris Pratt bare bottom involved I am going to most likely try to own it for that reason. P.s you see this amazing butt Twice!!! in “The Passengers”. I want to feel excitement everywhere I go with you.
I want to be able to look in your eyes and see something. I want to be dressed in a blanket and my back stroked because I am always cold. To be called exceptionally beautiful after all the make up is off and its just me.
I want to be open and I don’t want to hide myself. I want to trust. I want to love and feel it from the other side.
I want truth.