Has been a complete roller coaster.. I am in my finals this week and then I am bouncing into another term.. once again there is no rest. My birthday, its officailly under 10 days. My dress still hangs, the shoes are out and my thoughts of are trying to be present and realistic.
The new home hunt has been challenging. I just wish I could be alone.. I still need the acceptance of loneliness without roommates or family. He still looms in my head, even after a date I had. I allowed myself to go see Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2. Chris Pratt, Dream boat.. the Music once again amazing. Just over all great movie.
I have been researching tiny homes again. Its under stronger consideration. I think Eleanor and myself could get down with it. Everyday I am thankful for my cat. She wakes me up and although she is make me grumpy in the morning I have start of my day and even with grumpiness a feeling. My numbness is dissipating. Tonight I started a project that I should have started a long time ago and that was paining my dresser. I did one drawer and it looks pretty alright. Each night I plan to do another drawer.
My tattoo is almost completely healed and I am nearly ready for another.
I am have been playing with Aaron Roberts more. I have learned few new songs. Its not good enough to sing in front of people or even my musician friend. I am still ashamed of my voice. I am rambling now..